[open] generic whine

okay. I got really upset yesterday. I have to say that I'm getting really tired of non-helpful help. I'm also really tired of being called upon to defend my refusal of non-helpful help.

And I'm sick of the coffee woman pushing me to talk about what's going through my head because stirring it up isn't helping and she has nothing calming to say, I almost prefer her talking about her stuff... except her stuff is banal. She goes a long way away for an optional class, when there are closer variants nearby, and spent 5 minutes complaining that she'd have to leave at 4pm for a 7pm class because of traffic and that meant she had to eat dinner at 3:30. I suggested that she bring a book and food with her and she said that would make her sad. I suggested finding a nearby restaurant she says she doesn't like to eat out alone. I suggested calling a classmate and seeing if they could meet up early and she doesn't have contact information because they're not friends yet.

So I know why everyone is angry with me for refusing the non-helpful help I'm being offered. I don't want to eat early, I don't want to bring food with, and I don't want to eat where I'm going. So I'm being just as irritating.

*sigh*

I guess I should line up my ducks, write their lines, and see if I can direct them to quack on cue.