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[seryn]

I had a brief period of actually being OK. That turned out to be a side effect of a medication that caused migraines. Side effects tend to get better as your body gets accustomed to the medication.... and that was what happened.

I've been struggling ever since.

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[thistleingrey]

That's unfortunate for its transience, especially with migraines in tow. I hope that you can find another means for being okay.

[seryn]

I did stop taking the stuff that just caused migraines once it stopped helping. Having something actually help destroyed most of my coping mechanisms so I've been worse than usual.

No one has any clue what's actually wrong with me. I got sent for second opinions where the guy just shrugged. It's taken some effort to arrange, but they're actually sending me for tests next month.

That's going to be it though. I'm not spending 5 more years being constantly miserable. If they can't fix it, I'm done.

[thistleingrey]

That makes sense, though I do hope that there's a way to improve your situation without the finality. (I recognize that at a certain point, finality feels like an improvement.)

[wild_irises]

*sending good wishes*

[seryn]

Thank you.