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Ha. It is to laugh.
Dec. 29th, 2011 09:39 pmSo, let's see. I went to glaze pottery that I threw myself a month ago. I went to knitting group. I ate at a new place--- even though it's not the new place that I'd wanted to go to... (I got overwhelmed and it was kind of far for me.)
I seem to be sort of bitter.
However, I do have New Years Eve plans. Simon usually celebrates Greenwich New Year's and this year I might actually go out. I found something interesting and it's expensive but not ludicrous. It doesn't start until after Simon is planning to go to bed either so I wouldn't have to tell him.
The doctor's office seemed sort of surprised that a lot of people wanted to come for appointments this week and not next week.. I pointed out that it would cost me $100 more because of annual deductibles. I thought about cancelling mine since she said the wait would be bad, because I'm pretty likely to hit the deductible next year.
I should have been doing laundry or cleaning or something productive. Instead I did stuff I wanted to do. That makes the bitter feeling seem really unfair of me. No one else gets to take a day off on Thursday and just ignore their responsibilities, so I should feel lucky. But I can admit that I'm not happy even if I'm telling myself to appreciate what I do have.
I seem to be sort of bitter.
However, I do have New Years Eve plans. Simon usually celebrates Greenwich New Year's and this year I might actually go out. I found something interesting and it's expensive but not ludicrous. It doesn't start until after Simon is planning to go to bed either so I wouldn't have to tell him.
The doctor's office seemed sort of surprised that a lot of people wanted to come for appointments this week and not next week.. I pointed out that it would cost me $100 more because of annual deductibles. I thought about cancelling mine since she said the wait would be bad, because I'm pretty likely to hit the deductible next year.
I should have been doing laundry or cleaning or something productive. Instead I did stuff I wanted to do. That makes the bitter feeling seem really unfair of me. No one else gets to take a day off on Thursday and just ignore their responsibilities, so I should feel lucky. But I can admit that I'm not happy even if I'm telling myself to appreciate what I do have.
