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serynI remember what it was like to be 22 and living in a mostly empty apartment I could not really afford.
I look around me now 20 years later and my home is full of things I have collected, which are mostly still useful though I am tired of some of them and can't find others due to overcollection of things throughout the years.
Lately I've been feeling morbid and I wonder if someone would like to inherit my whole existence. I wonder if I would have liked it if I had been offered this kind of opportunity.
Recently I found perfume samples in my medicine chest. I have a filing cabinet and two printers (they don't both work simultaneously, and they alternate), I have two desks I don't really use except for storage and one I would like to decant so I could start over myself now that I have a laptop. But I need a new telephone and a new lamp. I'd like to have space for different furniture which would fit if I got rid of the things I really don't want. But in order to get rid of things, I need to find someone who wants them.
I'm just wondering if there's someone out there who wants all of them. If I die, would someone want my socks? Would there be someone who would appreciate my muted rainbow collection of turtlenecks and question my strange organization of jeans? Is there someone who could step into my life and appreciate all that I have set aside?
I look around me now 20 years later and my home is full of things I have collected, which are mostly still useful though I am tired of some of them and can't find others due to overcollection of things throughout the years.
Lately I've been feeling morbid and I wonder if someone would like to inherit my whole existence. I wonder if I would have liked it if I had been offered this kind of opportunity.
Recently I found perfume samples in my medicine chest. I have a filing cabinet and two printers (they don't both work simultaneously, and they alternate), I have two desks I don't really use except for storage and one I would like to decant so I could start over myself now that I have a laptop. But I need a new telephone and a new lamp. I'd like to have space for different furniture which would fit if I got rid of the things I really don't want. But in order to get rid of things, I need to find someone who wants them.
I'm just wondering if there's someone out there who wants all of them. If I die, would someone want my socks? Would there be someone who would appreciate my muted rainbow collection of turtlenecks and question my strange organization of jeans? Is there someone who could step into my life and appreciate all that I have set aside?
